dreadful thoughts

I can realize that feeling. It's deep inside; Thinking about the future, what about to happen, the global catastrophes, swine flu, Israeli agression on Gaza, Iran's attempts to occupy Iraq, exams, my friens and gossip, social problems surrounding me, dehumanization and being alone.

Those ideas that come on my mind when I go to sleep or even when I have spare time , actually, may drive me mad.My world has a lot of unpleasant facts and many boring things , but still I have to live.If I continue probing those thoughts, they will cause my death by hypertension, heart attack or may be palsy.

I cannot find a path through which I feel happiness. I cannot taste the real laugh which coming out of real sense of fun . I cannot even smile without concealing my deep sadness. I cannot cry because I know It's useless. I cannot try to complain because I know it won't have reasonance.

Yet

You

yeaaaaaaaaaaah

It's U

I know it's u

contemplating your memories is the only thing that can change my mood as well as my mind.Just by thinking of the way of speak , laugh , love and smile you own , I feel better. Once I mention your name , I forget about all my troubles . And once I get your picture in my hands , I remember all our pretty days,somehow, as a movie in front of my eyes .

Remembering you makes me relaxed, I banish away all those dreadful thoughts as soon as I get your voice whispering in my ears saying : I love you, sweetheart. Then I become another woman who is converted from being a politician to be a romantic woman.

Eventually, I realized that I consider my love to you a path of emancipation for my soul . It's a matter of keeping away all those sensual people and being alone with you . Just your memories in my mind are enough to make me able to breath again in this world .

Therefore , I love your love ;) :)